Another down the drain

Well, today marks the end of another failed cycle and the end my "trying". I am not sure how I go about not trying, knowing all I do about signs and what to watch for. I'm hoping through prayer and excepting it's time to quit trying I'll again become blind to these things....I was so sure it worked this time. I had all the early symptoms. It's time to quit. Ryan was on vacation just by luck this cycle and is on the road too much to make it happen. In time, this too I will accept.