This doesn't follow the story line. It's more of a side bar. We've been trying 5 cycles now to have a baby after losing McKenna. Truthfully, it's making me a bit insane! Everyone around me is having their babies that were due when I was or they are newly pregnant. Yesterday was my due date, a baby girl was born to a friend of mine. Today a friend I have met through support groups announce her pregnancy with twins and moments later our pediatrician walked in, 7 months along. Then I looked at the papers they gave me for Brandon and discovered they accidentally handed me newborn papers!! So, here I sit in the pediatrician office choking back tears with every breath! When will it be my turn again? Everyone says to quit trying. How do you stop trying after handing your daughter to a nurse knowing that's the last time you'll see her? How do you stop thinking about it?
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